Sunday, October 25, 2009

35 / thirty-five .

uneasy.
undesirable.
stubborn.
exhausted.
taken a turn for the worst,
hidden in hibernation,
slowly settling deeper into myself.
satan doesn't want me to speak,
and my lungs are screaming,
but my heart aches too deep for words.
i cannot put my finger on what is wrong.
i cannot seem to see clearly
and i am considerably tired of it all.

what's next?
is this it?
am i too stubborn to change?
without change life is futile.

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