fifteen.

{ this love is difficult, but it's r e a l. }

writes what she feels, steady and unreal,
beautiful scenes, make believe dreams,
and a heart seeking joy all the way along.

satisfied only when HIS voice is clear,
trying to change, trying to feel,
and searching, plotting, scheming all along the way.

the first day, a new leaf, everyday, everyday of the week,
try and stop the sun on my face, it's a thing called grace,
that holds my world,
holds me together.

"i want to dream, i want to scream,
i want to be everything that i can be
i want to feel, i want to love,
i want to taste what this world is made of,

anything that takes me higher
i want to be.

i want to laugh till i can't breathe,
i want to cry till i can't see,
i want to feel everything
i want to yell till i can't talk,
i want to run till i can't walk,
i want to be. "
(patrick hammond, i want to be)